I feel the need to get back to my journaling. It does help me figure things out and with things are happening at such a rapid pace I feel I should be documenting what is going on in the world not just mine. We have been obsessed with the internet and learning all we can about the truth.
Maybe it’s now time for me to put Art back into my life on a regular basis.
I’ve not been following my own advice. I heard another artist on Red Ice who also feels this way. Art connects us to our higher power. It helps sooth the soul. And with all that is going on in the world my soul needs something.
Al woke up yesterday with no fear. I still have a knot in my stomach. I know there is nothing to fear because what we fear is an illusion (i.e the threatening lawyer’s letter I received the other day) but I am still vulnerable to this type of harassment from.
Bankers, lawyers, merchant, thieves, psychiatrists and now the government.
I received a letter from them which is very confusing. Evidently because of some form I had to sign in order to escape the mental institution now I am a ward, to the province, and am incapable of handling my financial affairs.
Wow, how many people in the world will be able to handle the financial disasters that we are currently seeing all around the world? Most people are living on under $2 a day.
What in the world does this letter mean? and I received it a day after the harassing lawyer’s letter? How do they even know where I live?
This is bizarre. Perhaps it has something to do with filing my income tax. Took me months to get all the paper work together and I am still waiting to receive my $10,000 refund which was originally going to pay off this evil.
Now I am debating if giving any more more to this evil is a sin because we are all feeding these monsters that are killing us in every way imaginable!
And I am starting to worry that they will get their way one way or another because everyone works and feeds off of them.
We are also very disappointed with our real estate agent who we thought was going to help save us from these financial nightmares. Now we are suspecting he is also corrupt. His father had been so kind to offer us free legal advice, and recommended his son’s abilities as an agent. It looks more and more like his father was looking after his son and being a good Samaritan had nothing to do in the equation. Humanity is so disappointing sometimes and we find very little about it free, not even advise.
I know there must be a reason for everything that we have gone through and I need to go with the flow but this ship is sinking fast. I am trusting in my higher power to get safely to shore but I have a feeling it's going to be a bumpy ride.
It's important for me to feel grateful and thank and my higher power for bringing us here, in these most exciting times.
Today is going to rock
You become your thoughts.