November 24, 2007 AND JUSTICE FOR AL

November 24, 2007

Human Rights???  Another story to be told.

Do we have any?  I am sitting here contemplating taking a gun and blowing up our whole social system.  Who ever called it social I would love to debate with.  It is so filled with hate.

Al is locked up in your fucking jails.  The ones that are suppose to lock up the criminals.  What fucking bull shit is this?  It seems to me that only the good ones aren’t free.

What’s good is bad, what’s bad is good.

It makes me so sad and angry I might add.

  Because someone as docile as me is ready to blow up what we call humanity.

Ohh, you are just doing your job.  Well think about it!  Whose purpose are you serving?

I try to relate, I try to not hate.

  I try to have compassion for those who are blind and never look behind to what damage they cause because of all these absolutely UNFAIR LAWS.

I’m sure you would agree, if you didn’t have a degree, or pedigree,

  or you are white, so forget about the others plight
to fight what is right.

I used to think you were unaware, now I realize you just don’t care.

  Face the facts.  Oh, that’s difficult to do because it isn’t happening to you.

 But if it did you would be mad.  You would be sad.
  Karma will follow you, this I know is true.

Continue with your way and you will always feel blue.

 Perhaps there is justice after all.

  Because we are certainly not getting this here
and all because of some misbegotten fear.

Is this your excuse?

 Well pardon my suspicions, but these still are violations, in my mind.
  I pray you will think this in kind.

But we have our morals.

 What are morals you may say.

  I’ll tell you they are just another way for you to hate what you can not relate to.

You are all so blind to all the beauties of mankind.

  If you don’t agree with me then we will never see the beauty that’s inside for those of us who strive just to stay alive through all this hate.

I want to penetrate your heart.

  I will do it with my Art.

I have seen, heard, felt, learnt from so many injustices,
it’s sometimes hard for me to see
what we are really meant to be.

  I hate to be filled with hate.

  But hate I will feel for all these cowards that think they are just.

  These are the ones I have no trust in.

So pardon my suspicion.

  If I don’t think your way, you will hate me anyway.

 Because you have your damning laws.

There are so many stories Al and I have heard.

  Those that are good are treated with rules and laws that are absurd.

I heard the other day that there is something like 6,000,000 of them that we should all observe.

 Really quite absurd.

 Or to put it in another way,
we are put away because we have no use to further their prosperity.

You wouldn’t dare to relate, the reason that many are filled with so much hate.

Well maybe it’s time for you to see what you do in complicity.

There is one hope for this land and that is to find a better plan,

 then I am right and your are wrong, maybe you should think about the injuries that you cause, because you follow such unjust laws.

I have seen it so often,
that sometimes I have forgotten
that this whole system is so fucking rotten.

I can not believe my ears that we really do have fears over a fucking word like fucking.

  What an absurd rule to view so you can think that you are better than me.

Ask me why I am mad.
  Ask me why I am sad.

  If you dare to hear the truth.

  But that is something still to see.

  Because after all I am so vain to think the rest of you are insane.

I have tried to be on the other side.

  I have tried to take your ride, because I know we were all given pride.

  But this was never meant to be that I am better than you and therefore I have the right to ignore your sorry plight.

For this I will give one last fight.

  And trust me this is the last one I will do, so really it is up to you.

Hi Brian,

We are in a predicament and need some help.   Al was picked up on Saturday by the police (and trust me he is totally innocent).  I am trying desperately to bail him out.  The courts reopen today at 9:00.  He is in Brampton on Hurontartio Street.  Sorry don't have the exact address.  Tee ate it.  Anyway it is an extremely long story but I do not have a phone or any money so I am at my wits end on how to get him out.

Any thing you will do will be a God send.  I'm praying very hard right now that there will be someone that can help us.

Lesa

To: Brian; Diane, Carol, Jim, Janet

Subject: Fwd: EXTREMELY URGENT ...

Look guys I am beyond myself right and desperately need some help.  See above.  If I could get a lift there and someone could look after Tee I can use the house to bail him out.  Please, please someone read this and get in touch with me by email. 

Al is the best soul I know and would do anything to help ... please help us. 

I'm counting on you.

Lesa

Hi Lesa,

I know you must be extremely upset, I'm sorry that this is happening. Has anyone else replied to your e-mail yet?? I tried Alan but he is out and I left him a message but I don't know when he will get it because he is out working with the soccer club today.

What happened? Why was Al picked up by the police? What are they accusing him of?? Also what about his sister or brother or his parents do they know what is happening and can they help? Do you have access to a phone at all?? It would be easier talking to you?

Janet

Hi Janet,

Thank God you answered me.  No one else has replied.  I don't have access to a phone ... ohh you would not believe what has been going on but trust everything has a reason and a good one.  So I am bearing up as much as possible except for the fact that I am beyond myself to think Al has got to go through this.  Ohh, we have so much to tell everyone.  I think it is time we all got together...

Can you get on the phone and try to organize something? There is so much injustice in this world and we need help. Anyway let me know as soon as possible what we can do.  

Love you guys

Lesa

O.K. Lesa but if I am going to help you, you are going to have to tell me the details. What was Al arrested for? Can he even make bail? Do you know how to go about using your house as a way for paying the bail? Does Al have a lawyer yet?? All of these things need to be figured out before you go down to the courthouse or you will accomplish nothing and it will only make you more frustrated in the long run.

When was the last time you spoke or had contact since Saturday with Al? Maybe one of his family members has already made arrangements to bail him out. You need to call them. Can you get to a pay phone and call them? What about his brother I thought he was living with you guys?

Janet

Hi Janet,

Yes I have the papers for the house.  I have not heard from anyone.  If I don't or someone does not get there by 3 I would think then Al will have to stay in jail for another night.  I really hope that I don't have to spend another night without him especially since he has no way of knowing what is going on.  I can only imagine how anyone would feel in that case.

All bail is, is a promise that if the person takes off then they will owe the money.  No worry about this but the person who bails him out has got to show proof that they have the money.  That's it.   So I am praying that someone will be able to help in this way... if they can not pick me up.  

We have got to start banning together. Thanks for all your help Janet.  Right now I am trying my best to stay calm.  Please, please we must get our priorities straight.   

Lesa

Hi guys,

This is the information I have.

I don't know why he was arrested.  He has no way of getting in touch with me so he called his mother.  Denis came to the house to tell me to go to the court and bring the papers for the house which could be used as bail.  Al said not to worry.  Al has a lawyer because he was arrested over a year ago for being in a stairwell with someone who had marijuana on them.  The police arrested Al because he chose to use the Fifth Amendment and not talk.  Since then he has had to go to see a probation officer once a week, has court date after court date set in order to get a court date.  His lawyer cannot believe that he was arrested to begin with.  His probation officer thanks him for being patient.

We both know the system and how unfair and unjust it is.   I can tell you more stories then you would care to hear.

I don't know what else to tell you right now but this and that it is time for everyone to wake up to all the injustices

Lesa

I just got your e-mail. Unfortunately Brian is not in Oakville anymore. He has just started a new job downtown and is just in the process of getting set up. He will only be home later this evening and would not have received your original e-mail.

Have you received any new information? Do you know what the bail amount is in dollars?

Diane

        

Hi Diane,

No I don't have any idea what the bail amount would be.  I bailed out his brother a while back.  Because his girlfriend was mad at him because he wanted to leave and picked a fight with him and then called the police and trust me I know Denis very well and he is one of the most gentile, docile people I have ever met.  But meanwhile he was thrown in jail because she started a fight with him and started beating him up and then he pulled her hair (which by the way he feels guilty about and thinks he deserves this shit and I am trying very hard to convince him that he was not guilty) anyway get my drift about how crazy this world is with all these morals.. And I wrote a cheque for $5000. So if he happens to skip bail (and run away to some other country) then this is what I will owe for our own trusty legal system saving us all.   P.S. when I went to bail him out, staying there all day, I saw a lot.  14 out the 17 guys that were being held on bail were in similar circumstances (all not white I might add). 

This is a huge problem. One we have probably all made and it makes me so angry.

To my family:

Al was helping a friend of his selling movies that some fucking tyrant in Hollywood is not getting every last cent and dollar he can, so let’s arrest the little guy and throw him in jail for trying to keep his family alive.  And this is my guess.  Al was trying to make some money for us in order to save the house, etc. and still be able to work on our mission.  Not to mention if we even tried to get a normal job neither one of us are welcome because we don't fit the mold.  I have proof.... absolute proof that our personal records are in the hands of anyone who wants to use them against us (my record probably doesn't look so good on paper).

I hope we all think about what we are doing when we see this information. 

Sorry I am on a rampage right now and did not want to cause my family any distress but someone has got to.

I think this is why this is all happening now???

Anyway I know you will do whatever you can and I appreciate it.

Love ya

Lesa

Where is everybody?

I am at my wits end.... please tell me that you are thinking or doing something about this.   How many stories do you have to hear.... I am trying so hard to have some faith. 

I am feeling very alone right now.

Lesa

I don't want stories and that is all you are giving us. You won't give us facts! If Al is in jail for a serious crime then we need to know and so do you. Where is Al's family??? If they won't help their own son than I am sorry but I will not jeopardize your well being in order to prove that we care abut you!!!

I can come to see you or get you tomorrow but if we don't have any answers then we are not prepared to help you help Al. Your safety is all that matters to us!!!! I don't want to hear anything other than the facts.

Let me know

Diane

DIANE AND EVEYONE ELSE ... LISTEN TO THIS LOUD AND CLEAR..

Diane said

"I don't want stories"

WELL THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF MY ANGER...

I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT WE HAVE SEEN A LOT OF INJUSTICES IN THE WORLD. MAYBE THAT YOU HAVE NOT BEEN SO "PRIVILEGED" TO SEE. WHEN I SAY STORIES I MEAN FACTS ABOUT WHAT THIS SYSTEM PUTS PEOPLE THROUGH BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT AS PRIVILEGED AS YOU. THEY DO NOT LIVE IN BIG FANCY HOUSES. INVESTIGATE BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING TO ME.

BOTH AL AND I HAVE BEEN IN THESE SYSTEMS. I AM SURE THAT IS A STRIKE AGAINST US. WE ARE NOT GOOD PEOPLE BECAUSE OF INJUSTICES.

BOTH OF US HAVE SEEN SO MANY INJUSTICES THAT YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO LISTEN TO THAT WE ARE DRIVEN TO DO WHAT EVER WE CAN DO TO HELP

that is all you are giving us

I TOLD YOU WHAT I KNOW. MAYBE YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS. I TOLD YOU THERE WAS NO SERIOUS CRIME INVOLVED. I KNOW WHAT GOES ON. I KNOW AL AND HE IS THE BEST PERSON I HAVE EVER MET. I TOLD YOU THIS. BUT INSTEAD YOU WISH TO INSINUATE WHAT??? THAT IS WHAT IS SO DAMAGING.

You won't give us facts!

I GAVE YOU THE FACTS THAT I KNOW.

If Al is in jail for a serious crime then we need to know and so do you

WHAT KIND OF FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THIS? WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER A SERIOUS CRIME? SELLING PIRATED VIDEOS, SOMETHING THAT MY FAMILY WATCHES???

WELL, WE ALL BETTER THROW OURSELVES IN JAIL.

I TOLD FACTS ABOUT THIS. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE OUR WORD FOR IT AND WHEN SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HELP AN INNOCENT VICTIM YOU CAN'T EVEN FATHOM IT. AND YOU KNOW WHAT DON'T... I AM DISCUSTED WITH YOU.

Where is Al's family???

AL'S FAMILY WAS HERE ALL WEEKEND, TRYING TO KEEP ME NOT WORRIED. THEY ALSO HAVE OBLIGATIONS AND ARE NOT AS PRIVILEGED AS YOU. THEY LENT ME MONEY.

If they won't help there own son

HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS? SEE ABOVE. WELL I GUESS NO ONE SHOULD HELP ME BECAUSE MY OWN FAMILY WON'T HELP.

then I am sorry but I will not jeopardize your well being

MY OWN WELL BEING? I TOLD YOU I AM SICK WITH WORRY. HE IS THE BEST PERSON I HAVE EVER MET AND IS WILLING TO DO WHATEVER HE HAS TO HELP THIS WORLD. WHY DO YOU THINK WE ARE TOGETHER? LISTEN TO THIS LOUD AND CLEAR, ALL WE WANT TO DO IS HELP SAVE THIS WORLD, AND WE WILL GIVE UP ANYTHING IN ORDER TO DO SO. MAYBE THIS IS HARD FOR YOU TO FATHOM.

in order to prove that we care abut you!!!

WELL IF THIS IS CARING, I WOULD HATE TO SEE WHAT YOU WOULD DO TO ME IF YOU DIDN'T CARE.

I can come to see you or get you tomorrow

but if we don't have any answers then we are not prepared to help you help Al.

WELL LOOKS LIKE YOU WEREN'T GOING TO ANYWAY.

Your safety is all that matters to us!!!!

MY SAFETY? THIS AFFECTS ME. THIS IS SO CRUEL

I don't want to hear anything other than the facts.

YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE FACTS!

Let me know

FUCK YOU. OHH, MAYBE I SHOULD LIVED IN ETERNAL HELL FOR THAT ONE.

HI Mom,

When you get this email please send me a reply.  I am sorry I didn't want to get you involved.  It's now too late to get Al out of jail.  I can't stand much more of this.   We are either to get together as a family or I don't know what will become of us. 

Mom and Dad,

I don't now what is wrong here.  I am begging.  I am praying.  I am doing everything in my power to try and understand the lack of I don't know what ever to call it. Are we all so involved in our lives that we can't see that maybe we should just... I don't know what, but I am trying to forget all the times that my family was suppose to help me and they just deserted me.  I feel like once again this is happening.  I am sorry but right now I am very distraught... What exactly does everyone want to hear? 

Anyway I am sorry that once again I am trying to make someone hear me.  

If it was me I would be there in a second.  I am sorry but I have made enough excuses.  I am looking for some help and no one can do anything but make some excuses.  Have to go to work. Like this is the most important thing.  I'm sorry but I can't take anymore of this.

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP US ALL.

To: Brian; Diane, Carol, Jim, Janet

If your are having trouble believing what is going on do some investigating.  Watch Atlantis, 1, 2, 3 4 and 5.  It is currently on the top 10 list in education on Google videos, so I guess Al and I are not the only ones getting the message.  Open up your minds.  This one explains things in what I think are the way we need to hear the messages.  Al and I have been given lots of messages.  If you need more proof ask us.

Better yet, do your own investigation.  Look you are good people ,I know.  Think about all the good things you can do by just opening your mind up to the possibilities that what has been taught us are a lot of lies.   I'm trying not to get on the band wagon again.  But you know what I’ve had enough.  

I know what Al and I are going through right now doesn’t compare to all the despair if you aren't white (oops Al isn't white ... just come with me to the court and see for yourself what is going on) or you don't have money.  Look at the news.  What kind of world will you leave your children?  Yes, we would all like to live in our own cocoons.  I would too but there will be a time for this if we just take a look at truth.  If we just want to bury our heads then I have no idea what the outcome will be. 

But to be honest with you it makes me worry a lot.

Later that day …..

YES THIS IS COMPASSION.  WELL YOU KNOW WHAT YOU MAKE ME BELIEVE OUR WHOLE WORLD IS FUCKED.  STORIES! I AM NOT TELLING YOU STORIES. I AM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH AND IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH THEN YOU ARE COMPLICIT AND DOING AS MUCH EVIL AS BUSH, HITLER OR ANY ONE YOU WISH TO GOOGLE AND FIND THE TRUTH ABOUT.

YOU MAKE YOUR OWN KARMA

THIS HAS GOT TO STOP.  I am beyond myself what to do. All I know is that I have to tell you the truth.   If you are interested in stopping this insanity, if you want to know the truth I can show you what we have seen.  If you would prefer to think that what is going on is what we want the next generation to live with then just ignore this.  But it won't be for long.

I HAVE BEEN A VICTIM OF THE SYSTEM.  I HAVE SEEN, HEARD AND FELT MORE INJUSTICES THAT ANYONE CARES TO KNOW ABOUT, AND I AM ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES THAT HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF IT OR SO I HOPE IF SOMEONE WOULD JUST HELP US. 

THIS IS JUST ONE LITTLE INDICATION OF WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD.

JUST BEING AWARE AND RECOGNIZING WHAT IS GOING ON HELPS.  HIDING THE TRUTH IS SO DETRIMENTAL. 

GO TO GOOGLE VIDEO ... AS ONE EXAMPLE AND TYPE IN CONSPIRACY, OR PROBABLY NOW ANY WORD, RELIGION, GOVERNMENT, 911, AND THERE ARE LOADS OF FACTS.  YOU CAN EITHER IGNORE THE FACTS AND NOT PREPARE YOURSELF FOR WHAT IS COMING NEXT OR TRY AND DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

IT’S UP TO YOU.  WE HAVE SUGGESTIONS ON HOW WE CAN MAKE THIS NEXT PERIOD EASIER BUT WE NEED HELP.

P.S. I AM SURE THIS WILL NOT GO OVER WELL BUT YOU KNOW WHAT AT THIS POINT IT DOESN'T MATTER.  JUST DO WHAT YOUR CONSCIOUS TELLS YOU TO.

Janet,

I have no idea what happened to you?   Here I am begging for help and what is your concern?  Can you understand what I am going through right now?  It's time we started to understand what happens to people who go through the system?  You started off wanting to help and I can't help but think that you were talking to someone and listening to "REASON" and forgetting about the pain I am going through.  Imagine Alan, David, Amanda being thrown into jail for nothing.  You know it and then you beg your family for help and they do not even bother to send a reply.

This is beyond my comprehension.  I have always been there for my family.  If you asked for anything I would help?  I will still even do this.  Someone has got to waken you up to what you  are doing. Just put yourself in my position right now.  This whole fucking world is beyond my comprehension.  How many times have I helped you out and never even mentioned it.  Am I trying to make you have a conscious.... yes...

Someone has got to ... I am so very very sad right now.

Hey there.  Someone has a birthday coming up....and I thought this week might be a good time to get together.  Just you and me.  Maybe a Late lunch?  Dinner?  It would have to be this week though...because I have to start getting things ready for the big Xmas party!

What say you?

Tom

Hi Tom,

Would love to see you.   I am going to forward you something and I am not sure what you will think.  But I am sick with worry.

Let me know when a good time is.   I am very distraught right now.

Hmmmm....interesting.  I don't know what to say totally.

Yes, I can imagine you are distraught.  I just heard about some of the recent goings on.

I do know that if you want your family's help it would be better to stop swearing at them and being nasty for a start.  I haven't read it all yet but I don't think some of Diane's questions were unreasonable.  I read they are at least trying to help.  But that's just at a quick glance.

Stop the anger and deal with the problem at hand......so is Al in Jail now...and you're trying to get him bailed out?

Oh my god so much has happened since I last saw you......Al....the house....quite honestly it's been a lot to absorb.  I'm not even sure how it all came about. 

To be honest......not a lot of it has sat well with me....but then I said hey it's your life...but I had to step back. 

You have got to stop being so upset with people....it is counter productive. 

I am sure I'll pay for saying some of this....and e-mail is so bad......that is why getting together would be better. 

So.........are we on for Friday then?  I clean until noon.

Tom

Hi Tom

 

Yes I know this will not go over well. If you go through all the series of the emails you will see that no matter what I say it will not go well.  I will not buckle down to Diane because she thinks she has power or money or whatever.  I beg for help and no one is helping.  Can I borrow $100 tomorrow and get to the court house or do you know anyone that can give me a ride?  All I am asking for, from the beginning, was someone to drive me or go bail him out.  Look what happens?  

We allow things to happen that end up having an effect on everyone in the long run.  I did this a few years back and realize that I should never have allowed myself to allow what happened to happen.  Sometimes the only thing we can do is stand up for ourselves because, as is so obvious, if we don't the outcome is disastrous.  I guess I will just have to go rob a bank or something. 

There are many, many things that are going on in the world that everyone will be taking notice of very shortly.  Not pretty things. I don't know what to say I am so upset.

Lesa

I will see you tomorrow.  I will bring the money.  My meeting finishes at 9am..... I will call you right after - what's your phone #?

I have to go bed soon....have to get up early.

My conscious tells me that I want to see you....and I want to see you.....and we'll take it from there. 

I haven't a clue of what you are talking about here...it makes no sense.  Where is all this coming from?  You sound manic.  And you wonder why the people around you are upset?  

I am going to step things up.   What are you doing tomorrow?  I have an early morning meeting tomorrow and then we can meet.  Where do you want to meet?

What exactly is the situation right now?  Is Al in Jail now?  Can you answer my questions?

Tom

Hi Tom,

Yes I am feeling manic but you have to realize that I am manic right now because anyone if their right mind would be. 

There are a lot of things going on... its hard to explain everything in an email that is for sure. Anyway right now I can use a friend.  I have got to get out to Brampton somehow tomorrow.  

Al is still in jail and there is no way of getting touch with him.  I am feeling sick because no one would help me today and I am very concerned about what he must be thinking.   Trust me Al is the kindest person you will ever meet.  I love him very dearly and it makes me crazy to think what he is going through.   Diane's email was the last straw.  

Tomorrow I have got to get to Brampton somehow.   God why is this so difficult.  If I can't even get help from my family.

Anyway whatever support you can offer is appreciated. 

Lesa